Love in the Search

For Ian, my profoundest teacher of this disposition

Ilya Yefimovich Repin, Tolstoy Resting in the Woods, 1891

To seek answers that may himself explain,
Outward his eyes first gazed upon the world;
He looked for indications to sustain
A sense of self – which Being had unfurled.

And yet, with Phaedrus, questioning the pow’r
Contained in this approach – the kósmon, whole,
Ever beyond the grasp of men’s control.
That aim with such likeness to ancient Tower.

All he can know: simply that he cannot.
But staying in pursuit does keep his soul
In check. Solely one rule: that he shall not
Believe himself arrived at final goal.

Though absent guides truly Divine, still found
The truth of love’s capacity to ground.  

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